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meet the predator
call me jenie
born on 02/20/83 after my Dad & Mom drank beer and ate balut 9 months before
lives in Singapore, but always a Pinoy at heart
works as an advertising copywriter, but hates proofreading her blog entries
loves true friends, fake DVD's, alternative music, alcohol, sarcasm, boxing, hatha yoga, and House (the TV series,not the music genre)
loathes indifference, power trippers, narcissists, giant egos and bad breath
tries to live by the quote "Postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, by losing." by Anais Nin
one big fight
In Filipino, "Isang Malaking Away".
Strike 3 na. And this time, I was the one who got really pissed, and hurt.
Ewan ko na. Naguguluhan ako. Mahirap pala.
He wanted to talk again today, but I refused to confront him yet. He might just end up walking out on me again.
At ayoko na ulit mangyari yon.
Nakakainis. Ngayon lang ako nainis sa kanya ng ganito. Pero sa tingin ko, mas naiinis ako sa sarili ko.
I want to detach myself from his choices, but it's hard.
Eto na ung kinakatakot ko. Bago maging kami, akala ko kaya ko. Kaya pumayag ako, kahit doon sya nagtratrabaho.
I don't want to be controlling. I don't want to dictate.
Pero mukhang gusto nya maging ganun ako. Ayoko. Hindi sya magkakaroon ng backbone. Gusto ko gawin nya ang isang bagay hindi lang dahil sa 'kin at para sa relasyon na 'to.
He should have the right motivation. He shouldn't be too dependent.
See, I'm being too idealistic again.
Naguguluhan ako sa lahat. Naguguluhan ako sa kanya, at sa sarili ko. Mahina ako sa mga ganito. Itambak mo na sa 'kin ang ibang mga problema, 'wag lang ung mga 'ganito'.
Bwiset talaga. Hassle.
But it's all part of it. It's all part of the journey. Stop thinking ahead, Jenie.
Maiiwan mo lang sarili mo.
6:53 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
