discontented, restless, frustrated
"If you're going through hell, keep going."
- Winston Churchill
5:43 PM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
photo of an idol
While waiting at a hotel lobby in Cebu...
J: 'Si Constantine ba yun?'
E: 'Oo.'
J: 'Ahh talaga? Never ako nakapanood ng Rockstar INXS...
E: 'American Idol!'
J: Tara pa-picture tayo bigay natin kina Nicole! Diba crush nila yan?'
E: 'Huh?!'
J:'Sige na, trip lang!'
E: 'Ugh!'
J gives camera to E and approaches foreigner in a white shirt and blue surf shorts...
J: 'Hi, may I have a picture with you?'
C: 'Umm.. No, thanks.' (bends down to fix his slippers then enters the elevator)
J: 'Ah ok. Ugh.'
Now we have a picture of you! Bwehehehe :-)
2:46 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005
random shots from the tiring Cebu escapade
Doobieheads unite! thanks to the the man with his sniffing dog for accompanying us on stage :)
weeeee!!! bawal daw magtake ng pic sabi ng katabi ko, but i can't help it! Ganda ng sunset :)
12:04 PM
they like drying things up in Cebu! hehe :)
aliwin na lang ang sarili dahil di makapili ng pupuntahan :P
12:00 PM
Fix You by Coldplay
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but if you never try you'll never know
Just what you’re worth
Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I
Tears streaming down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
1:34 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
the creative process. bow.
2:29 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
i'm alive, alert, awake, enthusiastic.
NOT.
Because:
- It's Monday.
- I slept for 2 1/2 hours last Friday after a week of stress. Met up with Jahnniz for dinner then headed to El Pueblo so I can see her before she leaves for Saudi again.
- Ad Cong was a hassle last Saturday night because we were starving paraders in our doobie headgears
- I tried to sleep at 230, and was too tired to drink alcohol (believe it or not) but my officemate barged in our room and went ballistic til 530 AM
- I woke up at 10 AM because my other roommate came home from a party and we had to buy pasalubongs before leaving Cebu
- I slept at 1230 AM last night because T & I went out for our 9th monthsary :)
- I have stupid dysmenorrhea today.
- I can't wait to get home and just pass out then wake up tomorrow morning. Better yet, wake up in Boracay and bum around the whole week. (Ugh you wish!)
4:47 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
OT! How Gee!
Overtime na namaaann tapos Friday na bukas tapos dami pang sabit sa umaga tapos dry run na sa hapon tapos inuman na naman ata sa gabi tapos makipagkita kay Jahnniz na dumalaw from Saudi tapos punta na sa Cebu nang maaga sa Sabado tapos shopping na tapos magmumukhang aduk dahil sa costume sa parade tapos party & bangenge time ulit hanggang Linggo ng umaga tapos uwian na sa hapon kasi naparebook ko ticket ko kanina kahit matagal tapos susunduin ako ni Tatoy sa airport at excited ako tapos monthsary celeb ng Sunday night na tapos Monday na naman sigurado late akong papasok tapos kailangan magpula kasi pitch na tapos magpre-present na koooo tapos nenenrbyosin ako tapos tapos na yung antagal pinaghanadaan na pitch tapos sana makuha namin tapos tambak na naman trabaho tapos OT na naman ulit...
Woooohhhoooo...i'm w.a.s.t.e.d, literally and figuratively, but I'm happy :-)
9:57 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
friday underground
Last Friday, I told Ala that Sarah and I can watch her at 6th Underground, because it's near our office. So after our doobeedoo nights, I dragged my officemates and watched until Hiraya's turn.
we haven't seen each other since grad. mukha kaming fans haha :P
masdan ang mga mata ng lima sa kaliwa... ;-)
5:12 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
soundboard
I just browsed through my past entries and realized that this blog has been my soundboard the past few weeks. All I do is rant and complain. Haha how sad. Anyway, I have nothing 'happy' to write about again. Too tired and confused this month. I find it so hard to get up every morning to go to work, unlike before. I've also bee getting into arguments with Tatoff lately. Oh well, that's life. I can't wait to drink and be merry this weekend. And how I wish I could extend my stay in Cebu. But noooo... Responsibilities suck. Okay, that's enough ranting for the day. Adieu.
10:34 AM
trabaho na naman :S
Haayyyy... Ang dami na namang gagawin. Minsan lang ako magreklamo tungkol sa trabaho kaya sasamantalahin ko na. Tambak kasi nitong mga nakaraang araw. Buti na lang mayroon pa ring natitirang oras para uminom ng alcohol, manood ng DBDs, makasama si Tatoy, at magdubi. (Oh diba. I still know how to set my priorities. Haha.)
Bahala na si Batman. Pakiramdam ko isa akong robot na sinususian na lang mag-isip, magsulat at mag-type. Hindi na uso ang writer's block at tamaditis. Basta pag may deadline, trabaho lang nang trabaho sa ayaw mo o sa gusto.
Buti na lang mayroon pa ring mga pampalubag-loob na natitira, tulad ng liham na nasa envelope nung isang araw at ang libreng pagpunta sa Cebu sa darating na Sabado't Linggo.
2:10 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
Da Balai Trip
the Laiya shore from the top after playing frisbee
with my cousin Jun Jun sa tuktok ng La Luz hill
while drinking empoy & coke at the deck :)
with my tipsy mother hehe. Mabuhay ang angkan na mahilig uminom!
kayaking with Tatoy, but I only lasted for 10 minutes because of my stupid motion sickness :P
I had a blast with you three. SA UULITIN! :-D
3:32 PM
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
over the last 7 days...
- We decorated an office conference room with the theme of 'Pinoy Big Brother' with all the characters murdered in the living room.
- I developed a crush on Mr. D-Tour Hotness during/after recording the AOB at the studio.
- I drank 6 bottles of alcohol (i think) - vodka ice, vodka cruiser & mudshake in less than 5 hours
- I wasted an entire day sleeping because of a stupid hangover
- Tatoff had his last day at work
- He went to Makati and we took the MRT to Cubao then a cab from Gateway to go to Cinco Hermanos for Bhonny/Eli/Mike's party
- We saw Steph after almost 2 years since she left and studied in Japan
- I had dinner at 1AM, for the 2nd time because it's Tatoff's kabarkada's birthday celeb too.
- I had to stay over at his house because he has no car and we didn't want to commute at 330 AM.
- I slept at his sister's room and woke up early, but ended up staying there because of heavy rains. And I had to wait for him to wake up til late afternoon so we can commute back to Makati via LRT & MRT. Ugh hassle but it's okay. :)
- I watched 'L'Appartmente' with Monica Belucci and sniffed and sneezed the day away, again :-S
- I actually watched 'Pinoy Big Brother' for the first time
- Tatoff joined us to visit the grave of my Dad and brother, and I introduced him to them. with matching threats that he'll be haunted if he does something stupid. Hehe joke :)
- I waited for him to arrive the next day because Mama left for Mindoro without even telling me
- I spent an entire night with him and enjoyed every minute of it :)
- I slept late because Mama arrived late and we had to wait for him
- I lost the group's P200 which I put in my office drawer because there's a klepto whom God shall punish someday
- My officemate Glenn and I cried tears of severe laughter while brainstorming out of mere frustration and confusion because we didn't know if our concepts made sense
- I'm staying overtime tonight for tomorrow I shall eat (pig out before consuming alcohol), drink (get drunk) and be merry (what people do when they're drunk) along the shores of a wonderful beach. WOOHOO!!! :-)
9:44 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
