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meet the predator
call me jenie
born on 02/20/83 after my Dad & Mom drank beer and ate balut 9 months before
lives in Singapore, but always a Pinoy at heart
works as an advertising copywriter, but hates proofreading her blog entries
loves true friends, fake DVD's, alternative music, alcohol, sarcasm, boxing, hatha yoga, and House (the TV series,not the music genre)
loathes indifference, power trippers, narcissists, giant egos and bad breath
tries to live by the quote "Postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, by losing." by Anais Nin
d' dynamic duo
I've been wanting to write on this. But I really don't know how and where to start. Just figure it out for yourselves.
Some like them huge, while some wish they're a bit smaller.
Lately, I belong to those who prefer the latter.
Here's why:
1) i gained some weight and they did too. now i can't fit into some shirts comfortably anymore. I don't want to shop for a new batch of clothes for this, man.
2) the week before the time of the month, they HURT and they are swollen, literally. Ugh.
3) no matter what i wear, i feel i still manage to look indecent! No matter how i try to look sporty, i can't.
4) i'm not confident wearing sleeveless tops in public because... even when i'm usually wearing simple shirts, i don't find it flattering when people stare 'there'. It's actually 'nakakabastos' :S
5) it's hard to run especially when you're not well-supported.
6) i hate that i need to exert some effort to hide them when i have to walk past carpenters,drivers and tambays.
7) i can't wear v-neck shirts because people will think i'm doing it on purpose and i want to show them.
8) i'm not confident wearing shirts that are too tight on that area. they may fit me well, but there's always the 'problem' in that upper section.
9) i can't wear 2 blouses i like, because i can't button the shirt anymore.
10) when i need to take public transpo, my opus dei thinking mother tells me to wear a jacket on top of my shirt because it's too fitted and sexy. "Everything's too fitted!"
11) i don't like buying from the undergarments section because i end up with the wrong size often.
12) they make me look fat/fatter. I get nasty comments depending on what i wear beneath my shirt. darn.
13) i came across this man before who looked down there and said "uy dako!". I know what that means you idiot.
14) walking around the mall or along a busy street with all those men terrifies me because i feel like some pervert my grab them out of the blue. Seriously.
15) an infant grabbed it thrice when i was in a packed elevator. "I'm not your mommy, darn it!"
There. I finally let it all out. I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. I know it's not that humongous compared to bold stars, but I'm not a bold star. And I'm not the type who wants attention from insignificant people. I can't believe this issue already affected my self-esteem ever since I hit freaking puberty.
So to those who aren't satisfied and want them bigger, think again. But if you've made up your mind, then call me 'cause I'm willing to donate some of what I have right now. :P
1:23 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
